to a lost soul

First I am going to explain myself to you. I wrote that comment because I was really pissed off. I tried to delete it and keep it to myself but what was done was done. So now I will explain how I came to that conclusion.
In the time I have known you I have never been anything but honest. But my open honesty has always been met with lies, hypocrisy, and judgments. There are so many times I try to have real conversations with you but they always head in a direction of you (lying to me- as stated in the succeeding paragraphs and) being judgmental towards me , about school & work, credit card debt, whether I’m being weight conscience of what I am eating or drinking. The truth is – you do not know enough to be so judgmental. And those issues are downright none of your business to come out and ask me about.

When you started hanging out with K I thought it was great because she found a friend at a time when she was vulnerable and lonely. I changed my opinion when fully knowing the situation she was in- you tried forcing her into the relationship you wanted with her. I know when all these times were but I will not list them and embarrass you. Just know that I know too much. When I told you to cool it with the K situation that you were creeping everyone out and scaring my mother— you turned around and told me a giant lie about how you were spending your days helping the homeless. I don’t even understand why you would do this. Did you really think I would turn to my sister and say you should be with B because he helps homeless? And since I’m talking about it—it is incredible disrespectful to keep forcing yourself on K. You know where she stands with you. You know she won’t date guys who drink and do drugs, so she is certainly not going to date someone with alcoholic and pill popping tendencies. So the next time she turns you down you immediately walk over to her friend (who likes M and M likes back – bad friend move) and ask her out. When I acted as a friend and told you this wasn’t a smart decision a few days later you tell me you quit drinking when you never really did in what I believe was another falsehood for me to tell K so you can trick her into being with you. Now it’s fall. I know the reason you “dropped” me as a friend had nothing to do with me being C girlfriend. You dropped everyone in relation to K, T and someone else. When I walked up to you and said Bryce Whats going on. I gave you one last chance to be honest with me. I asked you if you needed any help. Instead you told me nothing. But I saw right through you. The pills you were on were making you shake violently. So since your friends don’t tell you. You need help. You need to quit the drugs and the drinking and you need therapy.