Tuesday, January 9, 2007

new years resolution

1. Reach my goal weight on my diet that i started last may.
2. Write a blog everyday to improve my writing skills.
3. Be a better friend to people.
4. Learn which battles are better left unfought.
5. Don't let people walk all over me.
6. Get organized.


Great start being i haven't called my friend back since Dec. 23. Today is my January 9 and this is my first blog. Im blogging instead of cleaning and organizing. But i have lost 3.5 lbs since the first.

Today i am in shock and amazement. I dont know how to feel at this moment. I vow never to become too personal in a blog because even though i will not extend my blog to anyone. I just dont want to get personal... maybe i want to repress this memory. It just makes me think about my future and is this a wake up call or a one time stupid thing that will never happen again. Is it the same thing. Will i repeadetly be made a fool of. Is this just another person walking all over me. I learned though my ex boyfriends not to cry and beg for there attention, but this literally hit me in the face or should i say an atomic bomb exploded. But in the end did i even have a right to look?

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