Wednesday, January 10, 2007

wow

wow wow wow wow wow wow wow what the fuck is happening to my life? as i entered the backroom of my job last night i was greeted by my manger crying. T*** admitted to stealing 7grand worth of merchandise. Which means all our hard work, our high high sales, our turnaround has all been for nothing; and all of our jobs are on the line. Now i am going to be under investigation. I didnt choose to work with these people. Is this Karma. Is this because I don't go to church? why is this happening to me?

I give total forgiveness but if it happens again forget everything.

Tuesday, January 9, 2007

new years resolution

1. Reach my goal weight on my diet that i started last may.
2. Write a blog everyday to improve my writing skills.
3. Be a better friend to people.
4. Learn which battles are better left unfought.
5. Don't let people walk all over me.
6. Get organized.


Great start being i haven't called my friend back since Dec. 23. Today is my January 9 and this is my first blog. Im blogging instead of cleaning and organizing. But i have lost 3.5 lbs since the first.

Today i am in shock and amazement. I dont know how to feel at this moment. I vow never to become too personal in a blog because even though i will not extend my blog to anyone. I just dont want to get personal... maybe i want to repress this memory. It just makes me think about my future and is this a wake up call or a one time stupid thing that will never happen again. Is it the same thing. Will i repeadetly be made a fool of. Is this just another person walking all over me. I learned though my ex boyfriends not to cry and beg for there attention, but this literally hit me in the face or should i say an atomic bomb exploded. But in the end did i even have a right to look?

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